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i'm so sick of my life, so sick of my work, so sick of my dressing, so sick of everytink. i wan to quit my job and i'm planning end may. i wan 2 get a better paid job. any1 hiring? my life is like a rountine. and i dun like it. everyday live aimlessly. it sucks! and i hate it! i brought e way i dress to work to my life. it sucks. i wan 2 change. maybe pple ard mi havent been in good mood, good life or good motivation... therefore it brings mi down. my work place a english teacher had resigned and today is her last day. english teachers in our sch onli a handful. quite sad. 1 person less to tok 2. all e best to u, Esther. good luck wif ur new career. weekends are always e time to gather and chill out wif frenz.. however, i have e hardest time to find frnz out on weekends. my gfs all with bfs. sadly to say, my gfs all attached. my buddies in army n sum times need to do duty or confined in. sad. u will say, "where r all ur frenz? i tot u haf lots." i had. i have lots of hi bye frenz. but i prefer to go out wif close frenz. but sadly to say all were busy on weekends. weekdays is a good day to find them. but i work til7pm and they worked til 6plus. so timming not rite. by e time we meet up is like 8 plus le n 10 haf 2 go home. like no pt. my frenz all ask me to socialise more so i wun b so bored when they r not free. they say i need 2 widen my circles to frenz. hmmm... i haf many frenz already. dat wat i tot. but they had a pt. i'm dat kind of person hu needs lots of company and attention. i like to be surrounded my frenz. i cant play sports so when i'm bored, i duno wat to do. i thought of wat my frenz say, but where can i find new frenz. i was sum hw restricted to do so..... u wan mi to noe fren's fren? impossible. noe sum1 frm club? i most prob will b killed. so where do my source of frenz come? i duno. maybe U can tell mi. 1st of all, i dun go to SCHOOL unlike others. i worked. but is a all WOMEN enivornment, unlike others hu work in MIXED environment. i cant meet pple cos i'm ENCLOSE Indoor. u tell mi wat can i do considering my status... i miss my life. i miss my joy. work is stress. life is boring. i hate it nw....