sianz

sianz... i'm going back to sch... haiz.. e sch called mi up today afternoon.... it says sch will starts on 23rd aug. 6.30pm to 9.30pm every tues, thurs and sat...

haiz... sian tink is i cant go thailand le... cos need 2 study... btw, i'm taking dip. in early childhood. in bugis. private sch.. call first learning and training center [FLTC]. haiz...

aft so long, i finally back to sch.. i'm worried... i duno whether i will get used 2 it anot.. whether i still can manage my studies.. whether i able to take e stress... i reali duno.. plus i haf been wking for so many yrs, nw dat i haf 2 start sch n wk less, whether i haf enough to spend anot... i haf stop taking money frm my parents for so many yrs le.. even bills, my expenses [clothes & food] , my medical, my insurance etc, i paid them all myself.. nw dat i go back 2 sch, its still said dat i haf 2 wk my own money n not having any allowance at all.. sianz... haiz..

i cant go holidays le.. haf 2 go sch... dun tok abt sch holidays.. i dun even haf.. i taking part time course.. damn it! i haf to. if nt who gonna feed mi? i eat grass ar? sianz..

i wish i strike lottery... i wish money fall frm sky... i wish i was rich.. well.. maybe i tink too much... or maybe i juz wish i dun haf 2 study... haiz.. well... i guess i reali haf 2 pull myself to sch next week.. haiz.. i hope e class is fun.. i hope everytink will b fine.. i hope i make many gd frenz there.. i juz hope i enjoy being there...